I'm Already Dead

According to the Bible's Old Testament God judged and destroyed many people. His judgement was brought upon Sodom and Gomorrah for many reasons. One reason in particular, which was deemed Biblically an abomination in more then one account was homosexuality. How could God do such a thing? The horror.

I don't understand God. I don't understand his motives. I don't know how he sees an abomination versus a white lie or petty theft. I believe he is judgement, he is emotion, he is the one who created it all. I do not believe that he enjoyed destroying his beloved creation, but he did destroy those people. I do believe in fact that if God could be limited to despise carrying out such an action that he would have.

If you do not believe in God or if you do not believe in a God who would do that then there is nothing I can tell you. I will not tell anyone what to believe. All I can say is what I believe.

God loves homosexuals. God made them knowing full well their lives would turn out the way they turn out. I do not understand this, but this I believe. If it is the Bible that tells me so then so be it, but for me it is more. These are my beliefs, and I cannot agree or passively agree with what I feel God disagrees with.

I am voting Yes on Proposition 8 because I feel in my heart that there need be no provision to sustain or support what has been said to be an abomination. This hurts my feelings, this hurts my mind, and this hurts my soul because I care for homosexual people and I want to live in harmony with everyone. I want to love and be loved regardless of my actions and my decisions, but regardless of right and wrong I will not promote any amendment to an institution such as marriage with those who have no respect for its sanctity. Homosexual or heterosexual. I will promote the reestablishment of an amendment that supports this case, and I will do so this Tuesday.

See you soon.

Make me a villain, the one you despise.
Ignore all the passion and longing and hide.
Put out the fire that burns deep inside.

Should I shut the door and go while you sigh?
A kiss from a friend to just say good bye.
Is better then parting and wondering why.

This is for all of us.

The business of destroying dreams will leave one void and dreamless.

Paradigms shift. They cannot be destroyed only gradually changed.

Stop trying to destroy the American dream. Change it, shift it, and live it.

The values that you believe fuel the virtues that you embody which drive the world in which we live in.

What are your values? Where do you get them from? Where will they take us?

I...

am in a permanent dream.

I wake up for seconds at a time to focus on certain tasks.

Slow Suicide With Silver Bullets

Life Lesson:

Good people attract good people.
Hoppin Hipsters attract hoppin hipsters.
Bumpin' gangstas attract bumpin gangstas.
Artist attract other artists.
Rockers attract rockers.
The business elite attract business elites.
Shitty people attract other shitty people.

I am happy to have a eclectic mix of all of these in my life, and, on the same note, perfectly content to lay in my room and listen to music all day long.

Much love to all the people I know out there.