30 June 2008

Smell of the Sickle

Do you ever have those moments where you just feel like something major is going to happen? Like you are on the brink of disaster or your need to prepare to face a great challenge? Like death is looming around? But at the same time there is a feeling of great excitement and expectation?

Perhaps it is a misconception of my mind. That all the new beginnings I see somehow mean the end of what has been for so long. I just hope that my preconceptions are wrong. I guess, just like most people, when someone I love goes to another country it causes me worry and distress. I'm a worst case scenario type of guy.

There are a lot of people in my life that I cannot loose. I just can't say I love them enough. I just can't be any more grateful. I know there is a God and God gives and takes away.

I just want to take a minute and say thanks for giving and regardless of how it all ends my heart will truly remain yours forever.